第02章 夜與自動手記人偶（8/8）
薇爾莉特·伊芙加登 ever after
「但所有這些都就像夢，穿過我的腦海，消失了。在經過了無數的「如果是」之後，我……」
He had pushed this woman onto his brother and forsaken her. Looking at her made him sick. He was also scared of her. Most importantly, he would have stopped being himself. This terrified him.
他把這個女人推到他弟弟身上，然後拋棄了她。看著她，使他生病了。他也很害怕她。最重要的是，他就會不再做他自己了。這嚇到他了。
「And now, I have become an Auto-Memories Doll and am spending a night with you.」
「現在，我已經變成了一個自動書記人偶，正在和你共度一夜。」
This woman possessed an element that transmuted people.
這個女人有一種改變人的因素。
「Y』know, you』ll be alone one day. You』re the one who』s got the longer lifespan, aren』t you?」
「你知道，有一天你會孤單的。你是那個壽命更長的人，不是嗎？」
Violet closed her eyes at those words. If she had pictured numerous 「if」s, this would obviously come to mind as well.
薇爾莉特對著這些話閉上了眼睛。如果她拍了很多「如果」，我顯然也會想到這一點。
「I do not know.」
「我不知道。」
「If that happens, what』re you gonna do?」
「如果發生這種事，你該怎麼辦？」
「I do not know. But are you not the same as me when it comes to this? You love him, right?」
「我不知道。但你和我不一樣嗎？你愛他，對吧？」
「I』m… I』m the older one. I』ll be gone sooner.」
「我是最年長的那個人。我還會早點走的。」
「No one knows about that. But… if, one day… I do become alone… if I am left living by myself… my order will still be valid. I will probably live on.」
「我可以去看看嗎？」
Thinking back, ever since they had first met, he had not known how to deal with her. Should he have protected her? Killed her? Protected? Killed? Or perhaps…
——O God, I want to be a good person.
「一幅畫還是少佐？」（「少佐的一副畫？」）
如果她最終獨自生活，這種假設是對野獸最殘酷的事情。他現在想讓她說什麼？
「我的意思是，是嗎？」我……讓我們來看看。畫吧，我想。」
Silence.
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他回想起來，自從他們第一次見面以來，他就不知道如何對付……（內容加載失敗！請重載或更換瀏覽器）